Today 3/31: So far feeling great about my decision and text that I sent to H. I think I need to, NO, I know! I need to do this for myself. The goal today is no contact whatsoever!!!

I'm feeling like I'm sending a strong message to H and I need to whole my part of the agreement, no discussion until final decisions are made. And yes, a part of me is still scared. But scared more so of myself that I will fold. But will try to take it one day at a time I guess. Wish me luck.