Things seem the same - only different now. Took W's D petition to my L, who made a response so now I can sign and my L will file with the court. Then we have a min. of 60 days. We agreed on a mediator, but have not yet had our first appointment. We've had a couple of stressful arguments/discussions on the stuff negotiations, but have tabled some of it for now.
Then there's spring break for the kids next week and we decided to go visit the parents in Florida. My sponsor(friend) thinks its so weird, but she hasn't lived the limbo thing like so many of us here. I asked the W if she wanted to take the kids without me and she said she wouldn't want to deny me of a vacation with the kids - which I appreciate.
Think I may be arriving in a dangerous place - losing interest in this board, and all hopes of the D avoidance miracle. I will have joy and happiness in my life and give much to myself and kids. I also realize I need to find true forgiveness for my W and grow a different kind of love for her.
