I think that my range of emotions today and the inablity to control them tells me I need to try antidepressants again.
Maybe it will be easier to move on if I am not feeling anything.
That sounds like it might be a good idea. But I'm on them also, and I still feel stuff, I think it just helps me avoid long-term depression. Like I still have a down day or two now, but that's it, not like for weeks like I did when this all started. If you're not feeling anything, then maybe need to switch to a different AD. Karen