Thanks for the response PortlandDad. I've been thinking alot about what I want out of our relationship. I want to work out the reasons why he felt he needed to turn to someone else. I know I'm not perfect and that there were some things lacking in our relationship to make him feel this was needed. I'd also like to reconnect and become friends again. I'd settle for a good conversation right about now. I miss our relationship. I miss my husband. I know that right now there's nothing I can do to change the situation because it's going to take both of us. I'm just focusing on working on myself and being with my kids. That's all I can do right now.
