Journaling (Can't keep hard copy, since it's very likely to be found and read)

Perhaps he's a lil' more distant on this trip b/c he needs to test his own will power. Maybe he's trying to see if he'll miss me. Checking to see if "freedom" from me is what he really wants, or if it truly just is a change he wants like SLH suggests.

I did miss a call from an unknown number, which is how his number form over there sometimes shows up, so it could have been him calling me (it was on my lunch hr). I guess I'll find out tonight.

Tonight is dinner w/ my girls, and beginning of Operation Overhaul LOL...time to clean up the house lil by lil, the girls and I have had enough relaxation time this wknd.

M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug