Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

Thanks, that really does put it into a different perspective. I'm basically acting like a spoiled lil' brat LMBO!

And basically when you're on vacation, and spending fun time with the ones you love and make you feel good time flies by w/ o you realizing. I just hope this trip does in fact help him to miss me and not help him to realize he'd rather live as a single man. It angers me that he drinks every single day over there, and basically all day long, and in the past I have complained, but this time I'm "acting as if" which is a complete 180 for me.

I do know that this time around I have to be SUPER sensitive when he does arrive back home, no bratty tantrums. This is his first time away since the bomb, after his last trip there after he professed how much he missed me over all the previous trips, when he got back was when he dropped the bomb, after being home for 3 days and realizing I was the same nagging never satisfied person.... so now I'm scared about what kind of "revelation" he has this time around. I'm praying it's a good one, and that I will control my resentment and all negative feelings so that he can see I really am changing. Thanks for being there for me SLH.

xoxoxo