Don't sell yourself short Puppy, you're more than just trying!
AF, You do the DB to cope and once you figure out it's about taking (loving) care of yourself and growing then the real changes occur. The best part is the changes are for you first and foremost. 180s - get out of a rut GAL - you are responsible for your own happiness act as if - internally driven not externally Goals - always a good idea do something different - solution to unproductive habit
Start DBing for yourself. You can handle it. Strength and Honor. Cheers Coach
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.