Never say Never; it's worth the fight!

[Treese]

Snodderly....I do worry in general waaaayyyy too much....I'm working on that....

H took son on Saturday and overnight....unfortunately all my friends were busy saturday night so I went shopping. S11 called me after his movie that night...he sounded tired, sad...like he just wanted to come home and get into his own bed....I didn't suggest anything wanted him to spend time with his dad...Sunday H took him to the mall, then to HOOTERS for lunch..LOL...OMG...he's totally lost it...anyhow....they got home about 4..I had just gotten home from a jewelry party...I was still in my friends car...when I went in the house my H was just chillin on my couch w s11 watching the basketball game...H asked about D16's senior photography session and i was telling him about it...of course I felt like I was talking to the couch cause he couldn't look at me for more than a second at a time...whatever...I then went into the kitchen to get something to eat and H went to the bathroom for the 2nd time in 15 mins. why..that's his place to text...cracks me up...anyway...I never even say anything about it...so then all of sudden he said bye and left..probably OW calling...LOL...

Daughter's senior pics went very well...she is so beautiful...I texted her later on on Saturday and told her how much fun I had with her and how beautiful she was...she responded, "thx mom, I get it from you"...that's why we keep going, why we get up in the morning...our beautiful gifts from God....let H twirl in the wind...I wouldn't trade my days w him for anything...

Today I'm good, I have plans tonight...one day at a time...

OHHH....and I had mentioned to him yesterday about getting the title to my daughters car notarized so we can sign the car over to her and he says, "is that what we want to do, what about D16 & S11....we won't be able to get them a car..and says I should be driving that car cause mine is falling apart."...I just walked away...we've talked about this, and what's with the we stuff...I thought he was over me and moved on...grrrrr...

((((hugs)))