OMG!!!!! THAT IS MY NUBMER ONE PROBLEM!!!! I tell AJ about it all of the time. I get inside my own head and start wrecking shop....I have no idea why I do this. I hate it when I do it, I know if I leave it alone, it will become a non-issue. I even hear the sane side of me screaming SHUT UP!!!! STOP!!!! THIS ISN'T HELPING!!!!! ARE YOU CRAZY????? And then my mouth is running away with itself. I've gotten better and I mean MUCH better than I was in the past, but I can now see, that the constant questions and bickering is not good. Takes a while but we'll get there.
