So not really sure what to think, but what's new? It was H's weekend with S. He came over to where I'm staying on Friday. He made us dinner. He was very nice to affectionate. After dinner, he asks "Hey do you want to watch S while I go to a restaurant/bar with NCAA package to hang out with a friend for a bit? And you can meet me at home later?" I said no and he took it very well. A few minutes later we were talking about going out of town. (We are horrible but yes, we love to gamble and I think a planned trip would do us some good.) I have a little side job that's going to pay a little bit, so excited about that and plan to treat myself with that money no matter what. I was telling him about that and I didn't tell him what it entailed. He kept asking me and I kept telling him not to worry about it. As he's leaving WITH S later, he says "Are you coming over later or do you have plans?" I told him I would come over. So on Saturday, he invited me over for dinner. I said "I might make it over there. I'll let you know." I did not go over for dinner. Ate with friends, went and grabbed a drink with another friend and then went over to the place where I pay half the mortgage. Sunday H had his online fantasy baseball draft and I did not help him with S nor did I offer nor did he ask me too. I went to watch college men's tennis team get their butts kicked by number one tennis team in the nation and now have a sun burned nose and part of my chest. I look stupid. H came over for dinner. When he got there, it was just us. H was in a blah mood and I wanted to say "What's your problem?" But I ignored it and was just happy to be on the couch reading on a Sunday. Later, man of the house gets there. He and H start drinking and cooking together. I go up stairs to do a few things and come back down after I hear lady of the house get home. But now things have changed while I was upstairs--and for not that long mind you. Now H's grabbing me. And I mean lots of hugging and snuggles and all of it. What's more, he's doing it in front of our friends, plain site.
But I stayed at home last night too. Three nights in a row. Actually a big step. Sunday night, we just snuggled, no attempts to hook up, just sleep. However, not getting my hopes up. He does this crap, like he wants to work on things and then we take a SERIOUS turn in the opposite direction.
He did fix my watches this weekend which was very nice of him. I feel lost with out my watch, and both of them died within days of each other which makes sense.
H has S again next weekend because he need me to cover two weekends in a row for him, so we're getting back on track now. My girlfriend wants to go out of town for a day shopping trip. I may do that, but I also need to save the money. I can think of all kinds of things that I want, but nothing that I need. But that's the latest in my life.
All insight is appreciated.
And oh, not one call or any form of contact from H today.
