ANew and BH thanks for your input. Tomorrow won't work, since I actually have to work, but you are both right my life needs to change and for the better or I will be sitting here a year from now saying the same thing. BH I have nothing to lose.
BH I am so motivated to lose 10 pounds. Not for my h, but for me. I really like how my clothes are fitting now that I have been working out. I will make plans for me, not for my h and change things up.
I think I will take the kids to the gym tonight. It's a great way to spend time with them and I get a work-out in too.
Thanks for that outside perspective. Sometimes you are just so close to the situation that you can't see the forest for the trees.
Glam. Motivation for YOU is the strongest and best motivation there is! Losing 10 lbs. is great, you will knock that out before you know it!!! Be careful to not get too thin, that can be harmful to you!