LBS need help and support #2

[Hurtinky]

I am so sorry to hear how deeply your are hurting. I feel the exact same way right now. I know I need to begin to detach but my heart is just not there. I too feel so lonesome and in need of human contact. I find that I am often looking to my children (26,22 &17) to provide that for me. But in doing that, I feel that I can quickly become what I feel is a burden. Your kids are younger and I can only imagine how you feel when you see the hurt in their eyes. I feel that also with my children. The counselor I am seeing now often tells me that I will know when my heart is saying..."okay enough is enough". But I wonder!! I can't imagine getting there.