I had real quick moments of pain last night, but then I remembered this was his choice and this is what he wanted - no family and other woman.
He is pushing off all his responsibility regarding my son going to college. My son is leaving in August for college in Florida. He is telling son that I will be paying for his college. He is not helping one bit. I know he is just trying to get to me. I will make it work somehow......
My daughter told me yesterday that my ex let OW take my 4 year-old to the library while he took my oldest daughter to buy my birthday present. She probably did not want to be a part of that - I'm sure, but the fact that she was responsible for my precious baby makes me want to puke. I just had to say a little prayer for all my kids for this pathetic situation and I will trust GOD to protect me and the kids. Thats all we can do....
Just a little note, I love you guys. I love that I found all of you and we are helping each other make it through this. We will all be blessed eventually and everything we have lost will be returned to us. Trust....
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
