WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 6

[confusedinpa]

I woke up late this morning - 7AM! I heard the boys talking so I went towards their room, like yesterday

They were still in their room. The three of us squeezed into one of the single beds and my 3 year old was very talkative. He thought it was hilarious that the 3 of us fit in his bed. Then they got hungary so we went downstairs to make pancakes. I noticed the spare bedroom door was ajar (normally my wife closes it when she's in their)

When I got to the kitchen, I text her "Good morning hun. Did you want a 4-some in your bed?" I know I'll get a 2x4 for pursuing but it was a good start to yesterday. She replied sure so me and my 2 boys went to wake her up.

When we got up there, she moved over for me. We all laid in bed and chatted. I hugged her lightly and she played with my fingers for a few minutes. Then the boys left to watch their show. I know I should have left with them but we kept chatting. She stretched her back, nose to her toes. I massaged her back again. She laid her back to my stomach, like yesterday, but I could feel something was uncomfortable for her. Before I could breakaway, she rolled off and to grab her Ipod. She asked me if I wanted to bring it down. I joked that's why I came up. She laughed and said so that's why I love her

I went downstairs and made pancakes. They didn't turn out very good. She then suggested we run out to Target since she needed stuff (I'm sure for her apt). A little hurtful but I said she could go by herself so she could have some alone time. I was going do some projects with the boys

I need to detach