I don't know if this would work for you or not, but maybe. I totally agree that another date or more "you guys" time is in order. But do you ever do anything special for your H? Like order flowers for him, or just put together a little package just for giggles that is just his, maybe his favorite candy, cookies, cokes, flowers, a new pen if he writes his name a lot...little stuff like that? It will distract you for awhile and will be appreciated and the thank yous you get for it will dispell the bad stuff. *hopefully*.
I'm proud of you and hope to be where you are one day.
Melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
