Yesterday, I sent her a TM that was the greeting we used to use for each other when we first met. She replied back with the same greeting. I went out last night to my favorite place and was talking with a girl I know that frequents there as well. We were going back tonight; but then I decided not to after the following exchange with the W.
The W TM's me this morning to let me know that she would get the kids after she gets off work @ 5pm and tans. She asked if I was still going out; I replied "yes."
She says that the kids will stay with her and go to Church with her in the morning at 9am; unless I want them back to go with me later. I, humorously, replied "you're going to Church at 9am?"
She said yes because she now has to work tomorrow and has to be there at 11:45. So she can't make the 11:15 service. I said "Good luck getting the boy up that early." Frankly, I would be more surprised if SHE got up that early to go.
Anyway, she then said that depending on what time I got home; she would keep the kids here and stay the night then leave early or go home when I got home.
So I put this out there to her; "Let me get a babysitter, you and I go out to eat, you can stay here or at home; and we'll meet you at church at 9am. What do you think?"
I got an immediate reply, "Sounds good to me"
I guess I'm just journaling that I'm making an effort to do this; even while I'm having fun being out and about by myself. I think if I go by myself tonight; I'll be doing my M an injustice. 1 -- because I'm passing up an opportunity to be with the W. 2 -- because last night's convo with my friend was very leading and opening up doors that only a single man should go down.
Thanks everyone for their support. I'm trying to God's will.
