Just keep swimming...PH #6

[pearlharbr]

Well, I AM moving for the sake of moving. There is nothing to keep me in CO. I don't like it there and the only reason I moved there was for xBF's job. I only have a couple friends and cannot find a decent stylist. All good reasons to move. I've discussed it with my counselor and he is 100% behind the decision even though he usually recommends against moving in these situations.

I adore SF. This is my third trip in about four months and every time I'm here I can't believe I ever left. Today I sat on the beach looking at the GG Bridge, listened to the waves crash, read my book and people watched. It was fantastic.

Could I be happy in CO? I've thought about it a lot and have a different pov on it lately. If, and that's a huge IF, I decided to give xBF another chance (would that be his third?) I could stay in CO for a while longer. But I am no longer willing to write off ever living in SF again. I feel very strongly that SF is where I want to be, if not immediately then eventually. If xBF is not willing to consider a move then he can stay where he is without me.