The adventure continues

[AFWAW]

Well, she just called and said she couldn't go out to eat tomorrow night because she has to work. The only reason I believe her is because if there is a natural disaster they do make them work 24 hour ops. So, whatever. She said I'll bet you're relieved. I said no, I still wanted to go out, didn't you? She said I guess. Didn't ask to speak to my daughter, just asked if she was ok--wow! WTF??? Had a counseling session today and right at this minute I don't want her back. I know an hour from now I may change my mind but I'm still upset that she may or may not have done something sexual with someone and is too afraid to disclose it but is going to allude to it with me to keep me guessing. On top of that, she has made this whole thing to be about me and my faults from the beginning of the sitch but in reality she did something wrong! I honestly don't know what to think about our future together. I think if she wants to come back she's going to have to make some major compromises and changes and if I know this woman, she won't make any concessions. Wow. Stuff to think about.