WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 6

[confusedinpa]

I can debate whether this is rushed or not but that is neither here nor there. The bottom line is she is leaving 4/17. She had stayed long enough to realize it was time to leave. Perhaps it would have been better if she left on Jan 9th. Who knows

We are still interacting as if there was no divorce/separation looming. She got home and was not feeling well. I tried to be compassionate as she layed on the sofa. I covered her with a blanket and asked her if she needed anything. I got her some medicine and picked up dinner.
During dinner we talked and laughed as any other Fri.

I am making the most of the next 3 weeks