Unfortunately, the weather is terrible here, hence the literal washing away of my plans. I guess what I wanted, in my perfect world, H would ask me to hang out tonight and possibly ML. Then tomorrow, H would call and see if I want to hang out again, but this time I would be out of area, until late in the evening, like oh, 9:00 or 9:30, which is after S goes nite nite. And if he wanted to see me then, that's cool. And on Sunday, I'm having a me me me day. Pedi/mani, tanning and whatever else my heart desires. Maybe some shopping. Who knows? But a me day for sure and then I would see H at dinner where I'm staying, which we do every Sunday and just look happy and relaxed.
Then a repeat the next weekend, when H has S again.
I don't know, I feel like H maybe liking the situation as it is. That's why I really need him to SEE really SEE how hard it is to be with an almost 3 year old for more than 48 hours, alone.
