Originally Posted By: kikifree
[quotemy plain addiction to H pulls me back in.


I've read that it takes 3 weeks to become addicted to something.

So you've got to become un-addicted to your addiction.

3 weeks of NC unless it has something MAJOR important to do with V....other than that.

Cold turkey baby....

Then perhaps, if it is meant to be, you may see some changes in him, but for sure you will see the changes in you and you will love it.

You need to be free from him Kiki, and right now you depend on him for so many things, just like I do with my x....and that is so not healthy for either of us.

Take care of your business first.

Take care of you first.

You can find the will....it's there, but in any addiction you have to reach "rock bottom" before you can find the will.....dont'cha think yesterday was rock bottom??

Change the Policy.
Allow PM's
Free all of us.

Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!

:-)