I have kept up with you. They are so irrational with what they do. Your H is no different. My H was angry then he wants us to be friends.but right now that really isn't possible. With OW in the picture, I would just be doing an injustice to myself if I said I could be friends with him.
My H can't seem to let go of me but isn't moving to keep me either. I am over of hanging on to every little thing he does.
Hi Mach, Thank you..Everyday it has to get better ..right?
Thanks Plenty,
After awhile you realize its not you ..its them. If H was so damn happy wit his choice why would he need me in his life?
Last night, H and I had a few words. Just me being honest. THe judgment for the divorce came in..it wasn't good for me.
I asked H how he possibly could look me in the face tell me he cares for me, loves me..but has done what hes done..No answer.
Last night he texted me again..mundane things..just trying to get my attention as usual.
I ignored it. Today he dropped D8 off..I just grabbed her and went my merry way.
He just looked at me like for some kind of sign.
D8 made a scrapbook while she was over there. Its filled with pics of H and I. Under my family and my mom and dad. Weird.
I'm just going to be the best I can be and he will be filled with regret. Because no matter what. OW would never be ME and I am FABULOUS!!!!!
