Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

Hey SLH, I was home sick in bed for 2 days w/ the stomach virus. My H took care of me, and made sure he got the girls ready for school. He was up with me the first night, and yesterday morning he was rubbing my lower back for me b/c it was in so much pain.

Last night we all went out to dinner b/c he was leaving today, we had a nice time.

This morning he left for his trip, he gave me a warm kiss on the cheek, which I expected, then he looked at me, and gave me a kiss on the lips. That was great and unexpected, I wished for it, but just figured it wouldn't happen. When he was leaving, I don't know if I should have said this but I did b/c it came from the heart, I said Just so you know I love you and hope you have a safe trip, have fun. He said ok to the stay safe part, but didn't say anything to the I love you part, which I DIDN'T expect him to, but he's getting on a plane and God forbid of anything, I tell my family I love them. No harm done though, we spoke before he boarded and he seemed fine. So...that's where I'm at.

I decided not to send the girls to my moms this wknd, I'm going to take them to see Monsters vs Aliens 3D, the new animated movie, they're excited, it's their 1st 3D movie.

So now I'm basically going to struggle with trying to stay a lil' distant, give him his space while he's over there. Hopefully it'll clear his mind a lil' and he'll miss me LOL. We shall see.