I have tried to type some stuff but keep deleting, thinking better words will come at another time. Since that hasn't happened I guess I will just say that the last few weeks have been VERY up and VERY down. I am not proud of some of my behavior, but the good Lord has been trying to teach me something and I am finally ready to listen and accept the lesson I think.

I had a crying spell this morning and I feel a little broken. I will not get to go to my al-anon meeting at noon due to another appointment, but I do have C this afternoon, so that is good.

I know this is not really much info and I am sorry, but i just can't bring myself to type it all out right now.


Me 54
DS19 and DS17
Married 06/1989
Divorced 01/2011