WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 5

[confusedinpa]

I'm still struggling with my stomach bug

She tried to call a few times but I missed the call. I did call her back and she had asked if there was anything I needed. When she got home she asked if there was anything in particular that I wanted for dinner

After dinner, my stomach bug was in full attack so I spent most of the time in the bathroom or laying down in the family room

When the kids started to watch their show she was in the den. I went in and massaged her shoulder lightly and thanked her for trying to make me feel better. I then said I know how hurt she must have felt and I wish that I didn't make her feel that way. I asked her how she was feeling now.

She said trapped was a good way to describe it. She wanted to leave back in Jan but stayed because she didn't think I wanted to work on the marriage. She realizes now how being confronted with the person who hurt her so bad everyday is not helping the situation. She thinks that by getting away, she may realize what all she is giving up. She did start crying. I asked her if it would be ok to hug her. She said yes

Then she brought up the kid's Bday party. She wants to have it in May and but wants to move out in April. Then she started pressing about custody again

Fortunately our youngest interupted the conversation so it ended there

We put the kids to bed and went to bed since I wasn't feeling well. She came in to appologize for talking so much when I was sick. I told her that was ok and thanked her again for helping when I was sick

So the journey continues