We have made it to the other side 4

[Treese]

YR...as a matter of fact, I want her to feel this pain...My H says he's not going to be a lonely old man....why? because he has OW and she takes excellent care of him...WTF? and I didn't? wow, everything he says to me now goes straight to the heart....insert knife....TWIST!!! That's what it feels like....he will never answer me with what I really want to hear....so why do I torture myself and ask all those stupid things? Although I've learned not to ask much....cause I don't talk to him anymore...no talk, only text in the past week and a half...right now he disgusts me...he has taken a beautiful family and drug it through the mud....

Tomorrow I go to the doctor....scared a little...will need a mammogram...new doc...hate to go through all that again....but I haven't been since my hysterectomy....couldn't find a doctor...say a prayer all...I will need them...


And YR...did your H say why he didn't care if he hurt you but couldn't hurt the OW? I don't understand that...we have been with them through everything and then someone comes in and snatches them and we become the dirt...I'll never get it...not even going to try...plus....she's ugly...lol....she really is...at least to me...I told my H during the last breakdown that I will always be his first wife, his first love....and he said, "I know, I never said I was trying to take that away"...but he is..he is replacing me....with his new love...