What a blessing to hear from you. It was your original suggestion about divorce care that got me involved. I attended two sessions over the last 18 months. Truly a blessing. I made some friends during the sessions too.The Lord is beyond what I can describe. I look back at my journey over the last 18months and can smile.Sure it has been painful.But I would not trade it for all the tea in china. The pain has been worth it. I am not the same man I was when I came here in oct.2007. I appreciate all the tought encouragement that you gave me at the time.I understand what you are saying about the fear and sadness. I am definitely sad about where our marriage ended up. But I have not changed the way I treat her, with love and respect. I know she is lost, and rest assured,I cannot treat her dissrespect or with anger, I feel terrible for her. I pray for her daily, for her soul, her protection, and I know with all my heart that God has protected her.
I am under no illusion that I will be healed anytime soon. The pain is still too deep. My life now has Jesus centered in my heart , where he belongs.
COG, I thank you for coming by to help, you have no idea how much I appreciate it. This place is my refuge, unless you have gone through this fire you cannot fathom what to say to someone.
Once again , thank you
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
