Ah, well don't feel you need to do anything for anyone else. Let us be there for you. It's important. Thank you for taking the time to let us know you are ok and need support. There have been many nights I didn't know what to say and didn't feel like I had anything more to offer. Somehow I just kept posting here and one day at a time, I got better. Baby steps lady. Just keep talking to us, it is important for you to figure your way out of this place you are in right now. Either way, is ok. A lot of people here with children put a lot of value on their welfare. I would suggest doing something I did which helped me- I pretended my children were in this situation and asked my self to listen to what I would tell them. And then I followed my own advice. It was a great relief to finally sort out what made sense. As it turns out that has lead my M to a different place and my H is getting sober, he took the first step to work things out this week. Listen to yourself... through your children. You did nothing to deserve his treatment and hopefully someday he will tell you that himself. Until then, you have to let others remind you of your worth.
