It is a shot that I have to take. Hopefully, if it's meant to be I won't screw it up. Thanks for the support.
Thanks Tawnya..
Well, I'll wait to see how we get on from here. It's uncharted territory for me.
Thanks Karen..
I hesitate to say I'm piecing just yet. She's not moving in just yet; plus she's obligated on her lease until the end of the year. But we'll see what happens in the mean time.
I do want a happy and better R with my W if we're going to reconcile. I want it for my kids; as well as for us. But I'm not going to lie and say that I'm eager. I've been enjoying my life quite well since November. Obviously, I still love her or I wouldn't even consider it.
And, No, I don't mind you praying for me. In fact if it wasn't for my Faith; I wouldn't be even considering this at the moment. I was resigned to our fate and looking forward to being a single man. Part of me almost feels cheated; but if He wants me to do this, here I go. Don't get me wrong; it's not like I'm only doing it because I feel directed by God. I am doing it because deep-down I love her; but I was willing to be divorced from her with the settlement we had reached. I was looking forward to being single though. It was looking like fun. But I value family over single guy fun any day.
