Slowly but surely - detach and 180

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I may not get any comments but I'm going to keep writing.

Today on my way to work I realized that but for my marriage problems I would be really happy right now. I have lost 20lbs. I look good with new haircut, new jewelry. Feel great getting iron infusions and going to chiropractor and therapist. I have so many friends supporting me and multiple people call me everyday to see how I'm doing and tell me they love me. Work is going good and my boss and co-workers are really appreciating me

If it weren't for this "one little thing" life would be wonderful. It was a very eye opening thing to realize. Unfortunately that "one little thing" is actually a huge thing but I hadn't really realized how much better everything else has gotten as a result of this.

Prior to the bomb, I felt overweight not particularly pretty, I was unhappy with my job, I didn't talke most of my friends and family much. I wasn't going to the doctor to deal with cronic problems like low iron and bad back. So I guess there is some good that comes from every bad.