The adventure continues

[AFWAW]

PD,
I see your point. I do tend to overreact at first when recieving bad news. I do know she can't get pregnant as she's had her tubes tied. I'm pretty resolved to the point where I believe that she's had sex with at least one person. Do I know who? Nope, not a clue. Now the real question is if she's going to admit it and whether or not she wants to save our marriage. At this point I'd have to say no. And it will take me some time to get over it. Is my confidence pretty much gone? I'd say so at this point. For her to give away something so personal, so sacred--that hurts. For her to say that she can't even look at herself in the mirror when she thinks about it bad though--makes me think the worst. If she's gonna tell me, she needs to do so and not make me think the worst.

I know I'll be fine eventually. I'm just not fine right now.