Divorce looming #6

[K4D]

Thanks. This is tough. I'm obviously worried about getting a job where I am not struggling financially. I'm also worried things are going to be worse by me being back in the city as far as how my W views me and treats me. But I'm not going there for her. I'm going there for my kids.

I just wish she wouldn't be so evil towards me. I don't understand this whole thing as to the A, the D, wanting me completely out of her life as if I don't exist, etc.

Its not easy to fathom all of this. But I do exist. And I have 2 wonderful girls that want me back. And I want to be back with them.

I think its hard when your S does not see that you truly are sorry for your mistakes and want to make things better. On top of that when they don't even care if you make better changes. They are so caught up in their new life sometimes that nothing else matters to them. But to treat people like they don't even exist and not have a care in the world about them. Thats hard to swallow sometimes.

Kevin