The adventure continues

[AFWAW]

All right, I thought about this and as much as I want to go out with her Sat night, I'm going to have to cancel. I think I need some sleep. So depressed right now. So disappointed. Wish I knew what the fix was. I'm sick of being alone so I don't think I'll ask her to watch my daughter. This is tough coming up with something to do when I'm so used to just staying home and all my friends are married and pretty much just stay home. I hear what you guys are saying about a marriage being able to overcome something like this and I want to but she doesn't. UGGGGHHHH!!! This is so hard not having her. I loved talking to her and being with her. I miss her so much and for the life of me cannot understand how she can just drop me after so long.