Thanks all I appreciate the support! I know we all have different sitches but its nice it be part of this group.

As it is I do have custody of my D. After learning about her last affair I got some balls somewhere and told her I will fight for D and she should just give in now. She did. I dont ask for child support because it would only put her in a slum elgin. I dont want my D to worry about her mother like I have about mine.

Anyway, Since last friday she has worked most nights and gone to look at a few apartments. I am hoping they call today and give her the go ahead. My EX knows I am hurting and has been keeping her distance by sitting in our D room. She has mentioned in front of our D that, "I know you want me out". All I could say was that "it isnt that I dont want to help you. Its that this is to emotionally hard on me to be around you."
My D told me to relax. \:\/ Its not like I could just stand there and say yes I do. It would sound mean and my D would get hurt by that. Besides its not the truth.
I am still on Spring break vacation and working in the yard all week. I will just try to hide out there and not see her. I wish my head would stop thinking so much though.

Me-39
xW-47
D-12

Divorce final june 08

Not DBing just trying to survive.