I was supposed to get divorced tomorrow...!

[1853dave]

PDT,

sigh....you were right. We had counseling yesterday with the DB counselor. Long story shot, W said she has really noticed a lot of change in me, and appreciates it, but in spite of that then said that she has decided to continue on with the divorce. I was crushed - still am. I didn't sleep a wink last night, very agonizing. I don't know if her speaking to the friend contributed or not, I have no idea.

I'm suddenly so lost. My DB Counselor said I have been doing things right...but to keep doing them, and do not pursue. I thought I was doing pretty well...

This really sucks. She seems so blind to it all. I'm so tired, anmd I feel sick inside.

I'm waiting for a miracle.