What ever happened to Laughing......

[Between Tears]

I began posting as "Laughing Between Tears" but with what I thought was understanding, growth, insight, and healing, I changed my name to just plain "Laughing", but now, years later, I find I am no longer laughing, and left with nothing but the tears....

Dick has successfully destroyed everything within me, has been able to have me considered legally insane, and has gain residential custody of the children, who right now live with two separate families, and on May 8th will be taking the children to California.

Ruthless, yes, for there is no one who now can see the me I obviously had fooled myself into thinking I was, for if he wasn't right about me, he wouldn't have been able to have the court defend him in the way he has. Oh, I have had documentation of his lies, yet, some how, some way he has prevailed, as he assertains rulings in is favor.

No Mother should have to watch their children loose hope, loose their faith, loose their life in the manner I have seen. The three of us, empty shells, living in disbelief, knowing there is no one who can or will help us, as we watch Dick's power over us grow.

And this is what has happened to Laughing.....

Thanks for listening and caring enough to wonder where I've been.

I'm sorry the final chapter didn't end with a happy ending, I guess I was just fooling myself.