Well its the New Moon today. I was hoping to see my ex, but he didnt reply to the email and I still dont feel brave enough to text him. Its just tough I guess, the paperwork will have to wait.
The north node (our 'true destiny') is about to exactly conjunct my Venus (which only happens once every 19 years) and is hugely significant. You can look back to when it last transited the same place about 19 years ago. It was around late May 1990 - when I experienced love at first sight for the first time (and most profoundly) and was exact around 6 June - when we first met for a lunch date and knew we were in love by the end of the hour (this was my first love and a part of me will love him till I die!)
I've actually never realised this before! So I've got high hopes! Its exact around now and next week.
Also, and if the North Node is in my First, the South is in my 7th house.. "The South Node shows what we need to release of the old self in order to grow. Moving through the 7th, it will be old ways of looking at relationships, and may even be some old relationships that will be let go."
Hmm.. but I have really totally transformed how I see R's and how I behave in them and how I want to behave in the future, so that is very fitting of SNode through the 7th - letting go of bad habits that prevent me reaching my 'higher destiny' in terms of relationships. Just need to find a man to practice on now!!
