The adventure continues

[AFWAW]

Well, I didn't get much sleep last night. I feel so numb right now. I'm tempted to cancel our date on Sat. Any thoughts on this?

If she feels so guilty about what she's done then why is she acting like I've done something wrong? Comment's like, "I think you've cheated on me before"--probably to justify what she's done? She's working out like 8 times a week also--what for? An attempt to make herself feel better? Is she in pain? What is the deal? She told me last night on one of the phone calls that she and I were totally different people then before I left. She is no longer kind and generous, apathetic about everything and just generally doesn't care. She said, I can see that you've changed too. I don't know what to think.