I just wanted to say "Treese", I am right there with you. I am ALREADY divorced but it happened so fast, I still feel like I am married. I am still grieving. I also agree that if they are happy, they SURE know how to hide it. Let me ask you, do either of you go to church? Because in the past few days this is where I have received my peace. GOD WILL give you peace and joy from this IF you let him. I PROMISE! I am a good example. Go and read my threads. Until I gave it ALL to GOD, and I feel like I have, I didnt have peace. I continue to pray daily for my xh. I pray that the blinders be lifted and I believe they will....on GOD'S time NOT OURS! We have to pass our test of faith. We cant lose our faith. Go read the story of JOB in the bible and you will see what I mean. This weekend I will be tested again, because my teenage son is going out of town with xh and OW. I am giving my fight to GOD. I know its the only way I will remain sane. I know my xh has a right to see ow, we are divorced on paper, but to me I still feel married. This IS hard, no one said it was easy, BUT we will be alright, IF we give it to GOD. You have to do this, it is very important. I have realized this MORE in the past few days than ever before and I have seen him at work! I would say I am sorry for preaching to you, bur I am NOT.
Snodderly and others are so kind to me, they are truly special! Yellowrose stop by my thread and read what I wrote tonight and give me your opinion please. Snodderly usually reads it, but just thought I would invite you too.
