I went out dancing again last night to keep up with practicing. I danced a rumba with a lady who's been dancing for ten years (I've been dancing for four years). It was a thrill and the highlight of my evening. She complimented me on my timing. My confidence keeps building.
My W asked me to comment on how she looked prior to going out dancing with her friend, this evening. It seemed like a boyfriend-girlfriend type of exchange that I wasn't comfortable with nor interested in.
She said that her friend is trying to influence her to take a more positive approach with people. She seems to be practicing this approach. I'm for anything that will make living with her easier.
I'm still working on the acceptance mindset. I know I'm still resisting the situation, because I want her to go away. I know that's not the way to end a R. I have to work on not wanting to lean so much into the future and live moment to moment, day to day.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
