I've read though about half of your thread. It's an easy read for me, as I feel we have similar vocabularies, ways of expressing, etc... not sure what it is. You're less whiny and bratty than me, though!
Just for the record. You'd be a RL friend, too!
So, I started tearing up right at the hug part, and was sobbing by the time I finished the analogy. How appropriate! Just for the record. I kill anything resembling a plant, and my H always jokes that I even kill fake plants! (I put one next to the fireplace once and it melted. LOL)
H works out of town during the week, only getting home for a few hours at a time a night or two... then home for two to three nights on the weekend. He's here right now. Comes in with a kick in his step, acting normal. Glad to see everyone... loved dinner... liked my new BLONDER hair... He's goofing off with the kids right now. I'm giving him some space, and time with them. I leave in the am to travel for work (LOVE IT! I need some time away, even if it's for one night, and I'm working...). When I get back on Friday, we're going to a Dinner Auction for the Lutheran Schools where my kids go. Should be fun, and I got a new dress this afternoon! CUTE!
Thank you for your support, and the HUG!
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
He's goofing off with the kids right now. I'm giving him some space, and time with them. I leave in the am to travel for work (LOVE IT! I need some time away, even if it's for one night, and I'm working...). When I get back on Friday, we're going to a Dinner Auction for the Lutheran Schools where my kids go. Should be fun, and I got a new dress this afternoon! CUTE!