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I am trying to live day to day with the Lord as my guide, not focusing on things I cannot control.


Exactly. and btw, this time is not being wasted. ;\) I know you know that, and the results of this time are going to be amazing. You will be glowing so brightly from God's presence that we will have to close our eyes! ;\)

Don't be discouraged, let this be a time where God is allowing you to feel more emotions for your DH. I think missing someone can be good, as sometimes we can distance ourselves so much that we started wondering if we want them back at all. So, it is nice to hear that you miss him.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."