Thanks LG and Chuck. I am very happy with where I am compared to where I was. And my sole purpose in my questioning and searching for answers is to make her happy. If she has decided to be with me, I want her to be happy with that decision. And I am doing everything I can to make myself the best I can be outside of the bedroom, so naturally I want to be everything I can be inside the bedroom.
So, I do not know if I am looking for perfection, but just a quest to make her happy. Again, thanks guys for reading up on me and my journey, I truly feel that I am so much better off, eventhough I would not want to go through it again, obviously.
As far as lube I will look that up LG, but I just don't know how spontainous you can be when the warm up and getting the bottle and so forth takes time and stopping the process. She also likes to be on top sitting up but usually she has to stop because of my length starts to hurt her and has to lay down on top of me. I know there are guys out there saying who is this guy complaining about his big unit, but it is a slight issue with us. It also, is not the biggest in the world as she is only about 5'3" and 115 lbs, so that has something to do with it as girls way back in my past did not have any problems.
