Oh, It wouldn't be so hard for me to go dark. I'm okay with that. In fact, that's what I'll do.
I was feeling he already gave me up, but seems to want to keep me hanging on.
I did from January till the end of February..really I was just to be busy to bother with him. But I let him get in to my world again..now i will just close that door once again. And remember not to open it unless he has the key.
(good analogy )
He lives with OW for heaven's sake. I do not need to be filling his love tank. She can.
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