Great job, I see some slack in the rope, wonder what is going to happen. Dont get discouraged. Also, I would quit that janitor job and find something just for you, maybe you can do a paper route or something. I don't think it is good for her to be your boss. And I get a sense you have a jealousy that she is the bread winner and not you. It is OK I would also. Don't worry about what is going to happen IF a divorce finally comes one day, do not let that be your motivation to do this, you have been the stay at home mom (dad) and stay at home spouses are the ones that usually get payment and custody from their spouses.
