JSYK, since my divorce is done with and my L is all paid up to full, I don't want to have to go through him anymore and waste money.
Also, I have already decided to not take him to family court because after thinking about it, I realized it would just lead to bigger problems that I am not ready to take on.
So, after 3 years of this, I have realized I have become one of those bitter woman that I told myself I would not allow myself to get.
After 3 years of putting up with the x and all his abusive crap, I have come to despise him.
He has put me through emotional hell these last few years. I need to find a way to deal with this anger, most likey talk to a therapist about it. X is clueless as to why I am angry.
So, I don't think I belong posting here anymore until I can get my head on straight and let go of this anger. Being here, and seeing LBS getting sh!t on day in and day out, is not helping.
I'll be back someday, but for now I need to clear my head.
