Newly Seperated - What To Do?

[Uncool Cat]

I'm not really sure why I'm typing here at this point. Maybe it's so I'll have some kind of record. Things have gone from bad to worse, to worse even still.

I've had two conversations with my wife since the last time I posted anything. Each time I have tried to do what my coach and the book says. Each time I have found that things are worse than I thought before. I'm not saying that the book / coach doesn't work. I'm just saying that the more I talk to my wife, the more I find out how much she hates me, loathes me, has no respect for me etc. etc. etc. etc.

I just feel like I don't have any fight left in me. I'm almost positive I'm going to be served with papers within the next two weeks. You know, I only moved out on 02/11/2009.

Also, I think she and her mother are trying to hide something from me. I really don't know what unless it's just that I'm going to be served. And, I don't really know if I care. I'm about as defeated as it gets right now.

Maybe my next post will be better, but I don't know.