That post is incredible as I have identified 11 of the Wayward Fog Babble without even trying to look! What an insight into the workings of a WAW, and as has been said before on many posts, this could have been written for me. In 3.5 months I have not been able to find one grain of proof to supplement my gut feeling of OP/EA. I sort of wish I could as Puppy has said to me before it would alot of the reasons WHY she is behaving like this.
I do feel better with the fantatic posts you have all sent me today so far. I feel I am in a slightly better place than I was this morning, and came assimilate what is going on. Your posts are telling me I should not be too hard on myself in trying to repair the most devasting thing that has happened to me in my life. I have validated the "reasons" she states but I am starting to not beat myself up over it. I only ever wanted a chance to repair the damage but she will not engage in any C whatsoever. I want to walk away from this knowing I have tried everything I can to reconcile, but if I can't I will make sure 100% my children will be ok. I just worry about them so much, and yet paradoxically my wife, who is a fantastic mother seems to becoming a tad selfish, (which is ALWAYS labelled at me). I am also labelled a liar constantly, though I think the more she says it the more she can justify lying to me when I ask her if there is someone else.
Bomb dropped: 19/12/08 Me:48 WAW:41 D:10 S:6 Married: 15 years
