I have very much the same attitude as you do about it. I'm not proud of what I did, it was foolish, but I don't carry a burden of guilt over it either. I still feel it would do more harm than good to bring this out, so I haven't.
Besides her closing herself to me happened long before I got to the point of feeling so lonely I had an A. If I had never done that I'd still be stuck and lonesome. It was a catalyst to try to make my M work again and to look at myself and my part in the gridlock of our R.
Thanks for the understanding on this Jayce and I hope you are having a wonderful time in Mexico.
