Mindblank #2 - "Stuck as friends..."

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#1 - AJ, sorry to confuse you, but I was not drinking when I sent it... I sent it the night before. I was drinking last night (ok, two glasses of wine, lightweight!)

#2 - SMW - I didn't say I was done. I said current conditions are becoming unacceptable.

#3 - Mike, It kills me that you pop in to pop me one, and really don't offer much in the way of support. OK, I know you have experience in this, and you may have fixed yourself, but it appears it didn't work for your M, right?

I'm tired of being in tears DAILY for almost 18 months. DETACH DETACH DETACH! F*ck, how do you detach when you're reminded constantly (by being ignored, when they're right next to you in bed) that there is no interest?

I came here for support and ideas. I admit when I'm wrong. I haven't taken suggestions, ignored them, and done something completely against them. HOWEVER, I'm human. I hurt.

And, WTF is this...

just think if these Noobs had "batchitt crazy" to deal with they would be locked up in a padded cell somewhere

I can't even read that and understand it. From what I get out of it, I should go f*cking hang myself.

GOD!

SUPPORT? NOT!